Sunrays and Saturdays

Just ended an overnight shindig with my friend. We are helping her cousin build a Multiply site for her products so we had to do a product shoot. Will post the link next time if its finished na. (designer bags overload...)

Anyhooo..

finally booked a flight to Bicol thanks to the credit card powers of a friend and Sun Cellular (I finally managed to turn off my 20-second limit calls setting).

I finally took my heart medicine after my medical student friend assured me that the drug prescribed to me will make my blood flow much more normal.

I also have to share a friend's post in Facebook...so cheesy, I almost died.


Because I was too much of a coward, too scared, too cautious, you don't really know anything. And because I couldn't tell you then, I'd just say it now thru a song (cheezy I know but what to do?!). I'd sing it to you but there's no way. If you'd take the time to listen to it, great, I'm guessing you'll appreciate it more.. If not, it's fine the words are enough I guess, they pretty much sum up all these bottled feelings.. Everything in me tells me it's a wrong idea.. What the hell for?! But I realized I never really did something about it before, never told you how much I cared.. So this is it..I'm tellin you while my hands are shaking and with cold feet.. No hopes, no expectations on my end, just couldn't live with myself knowing I could have done something but didn't.. I don't care if you'll ever get to read it or if you'll just shrug it off, but it'll surely free me knowing that it's already out there and out of my hands.. And starting now, consider it forever gone..

It's heart-breaking, bittersweet, whatever you'd like to call it. I can think of many other songs for you but currently, this is the one most fitting.. Now I can start working on my own happy ending coz I've gone to accept you have yours now and I couldn't be happier for you (no really I am :D see? I'm grinning from ear-to-ear lol)!!

So, for ONCE (may I repeat, this is the first and only time I've done somethin as stupid as this =D) in my life, If I may, allow me to be bold.. READ ON!

P.S. Pls read till the end :)


Open the window
Let the sunset in
If only for the last time
Let me see you smile again

I'll take my records
You can have your books
I'm sorry I never read them
But it says so much about us

Always trying
To make love out of care
The perfect recipe
But something wasn't there

Sunrays and Saturdays
Perfect starry nights
Sweet dreams and moonbeams
And a love that's warm and bright
Sunrays and Saturdays
Friendship strong and true
Oceans of blue and a room with a view
To live the life you choose

You'll write me letters
I'll call you on the phone
A wire away from touching
And never quite alone

We'll get to know ourselves again
And we'll heal our hearts
It's not that we're bad together
We're just better off apart

Always trying
To have one and one make two
And even though it never worked
I still feel love for you

Sunrays and Saturdays by Vertical Horizon
*Peach**