revival

Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end - Semisonic

I think I'll have to resort to something I wrote when I was still a little sane enough to be poet-ish

Of Holiness and My Existence
april 14, 2006

Life may never leave me empty

but is life offering me the right things?

Am i doing the right things?

Or just following my instincts?

Instincts that somehow doesnt work all the time

I try to believe that they do...

but you always show me that I'm wrong...

and I end up sinking lower and lower till I can't find the strength to get up again..

I sink..I rise a little..I sink deeper..

Again and again..



And as I continue

Yes, I stil have an inch of courage to...

and another face arises

another face with uncertain purpose..

will you finally tell me to go ahead,

because you're finally looking at the right thing

and you're right in time..at the right place...



But I won't force it...

I'll let you drive me wherever

and if my moment is still far away..

just be with me..

every single time...

everyday of my life..


I won't trust my instincts anymore..

I'll trust you this time...